Friday, Sept. 21, 2007 - 4:06 p.m.
I Would Have Never Known
Every time I think I’m going to sit down and start writing again all I end up with is a to-do list, be it for groceries or chores or things that need to still be bought for the new place. My mom told me some time two weeks ago maybe that I have a stress-loving personality. I was shocked, utterly floored, and then I asked her what in the hell that meant. She said that I’m one of those people that always need to have something in which to stress over. She called me “those people”. Funny, she used to call me “the gay”. Just kidding.
So it seems that no matter what I do in life I’m either always going to make my situation more unbearable than what it is to myself, and to whatever poor sap has to deal with me at the time and once the situation has been “situated” like my friend calls it, then I’ll immediately or randomly have to go in search of another headache.
Hmmm. I’m completely floored people. I guess you don’t’ always know as much as you think you do about yourself as much those that deal with you on an almost constant/semi-constant basis.
Well, with that being said, I’m off to go find myself some stress-inducing dilemma. (9-21-07)
