Monday, Apr. 24, 2006 - 12:17 p.m.
Mirage
It's been a while, a long while, maybe too long since I've written. This has been hectic (mainly on the weekends) and if I can I'd like to keep it that way.
Off of the subject completely I won't forget January 13, 2006. That night started a snowball effect that nobody and I mean nobody expected ~ especially no my damn self. The "deal was sealed" early MArch and the other night we went out of a date, kinda unofficial, kinda not really, but still the title what written in stone.
Some people have come and gone but lately I've tried to focus on my Fridays. After 2 years of choosing to stay in a desert I somehow managed to come across a mirage and be it that it feels real I have to be kidding myself to think it'll last. People are rooting for us but I'm hesitant and defensive and slowly, sometimes quickly loosing control.
But you know what? I kinda like it.(4/15/06)
